In Love

It has been months

Winter trailed and left

Could this be Love or Lust?

Love has failed so it should be trust

My mind imprisoned by reality

I have sought to find my freedom in her eyes

I know my mind’s capacitance is that large

But it is nothing to fit her thighs

In a beat

I reached out my heart to her

Through her lips

I wished to interpret how she felt

Trapped in mind-manacles

My heart took a step back

Mind and soul took a deep breath

The aim was to transmit what I felt was impossible to her sense

Hesitation and fear took control

What if...?  Could never be defined

Could this be love?

I swear I felt my eyes produce rain

Felt sweat swirling down my brain

All combined formed strain

No relevant answer could be obtained

I took a long pause

Let my mind die for a while as I try to reconciliate what’s mutual

An unclear voice set me awake

Believe me that is no angel

“Your insecurities are what you should fear most”

In shock, I arisen from death

Within a blink

I realized my mark

With nothing left in mind

I realized I’m in love.

BY TS MASHILE