Love You’ve Let Die Out

Love You’ve Let Die Out

I love you
Those were the only words which kept our love from sinking
That was before our love drowned in our tears
Tears caused by heartbreaks
Heartbreaks caused by rumors
Rumors caused by the third companion you’ve let in our relationship.

As a juvenile lover
I have always dreamt of being trapped in a love nest
With a woman who would be mesmerized by the bleeding of my heart
Fascinated by the invisible colored liquid my eyes release by the sight of her
Astonished by heat I encounter as we awake from the same bed
Fair as dreams do become true
I have sought to live my dream in a perfect world.

Now that my days have vanished in the mist of my past
I have finally been given the opportunity, not any opportunity but one
To fall in love with a woman
A woman with blue born eyes, the ocean has nothing on her
Eyes so bright like stars I could clearly see my own reflection
If I had adequate ink and paper
I’d mumble every fine word just to describe her lips
But then… That is another one reason why my heart kept beating
Her laughter so clear and audible
I could feel heaven shake as she whispers the three unforgettable words in my willing ears
Her skin so soft and tender I would slightly move my face down and forth her spotless arm
It is clear dead cells and germs aren’t welcomed there
Except for two cheering love birds singing a symphony.

Loved and crashed
Dreams I had as a juvenile child has come to an end
I thought a relationship was for two, third a sin
I guess those two cheering love birds are not welcomed anymore
Instead
Germs which you spread as you spontaneously exchange lips with the new companion hoping the same chemical reaction would occur as you kiss, forgetting… I mean forgetting
I am a different form of an element
My dream was to have children with eyes I fell in love with.

My gullible heart is now broken
Dreams shattered
You have let our love die out
The bond we had has been broken by another man’s lips giving out an output which clearly changed the way you felt about me
I now realize I was too gullible to believe in cupid
But it is clear the spear which shook my heart was Shakespeare.

By: TS Mashile.

I Stood There

I Stood There

I stood there
Not with you but with her
I stood there
Only to lose myself while trying to find her

I knew I had to sit there
For I knew I’ll find more reasons why I love her
As I sat there
I now realize she’s the reason words propel in my mind in a motion of waves sending destruction signals to my concentration
She is…
No other reason than she who makes thick blood accelerate faster than light
She be the reason my eyes consume much fiery during the combustion of her breath
For I now know I’m no mixture but a catalyst for her heart
As I stood there
Not with her but with you
Trying to show you
You….
That love do exist
Not in the books of Shakespeare
But in her
I’m here now with you
Not as my audience but as a friend
To help me unfold these words to her intelligence.

By: Ts Mashile

Unrequited Love

Unrequited Love

Have you ever looked through the eyes of a man who has discovered his love in a soul he regards flawless, yet to realize it's too late to make a move? Through all the torture he goes through seeing you together but still insist to keep loving you and await for the fall. Well that is the exact guy who keeps calling when your man is not around, grooms you with smiles when he notices sadness on your face, gives you all the jokes you've heard before but still tries his luck since your happiness means so much to him, but then you happen to be blinded by all this confusing his love for you with kindness. Comes that time where you do realize how this man loves you but still string him along till you break him down to the extend where his feelings for you turn into fear. Well loving someone who does not share much of a kind with you sucks,and you still wonder why men go Gay. My point is, I don't want you to cheat on your boyfriend but to notice those who shower you with smiles because you may never know if he's what you've been praying for or what... Miracles do happen hey.

By: Ts Mashile

I Love You

I

Love You

When April bends above me
And finds me fast asleep,
Dust need not keep the secret
A live heart died to keep.

When April tells the thrushes,
The meadow-larks will know,
And pipe the three words lightly
To all the winds that blow.

Above his roof the swallows,
In notes like far-blown rain,
Will tell the little sparrow
Beside his window-pane.

O sparrow, little sparrow,
When I am fast asleep,
Then tell my love the secret
That I have died to keep.

by Sara Teasdale

Dreams

Hold fast to dreams
For if dreams die
Life is a broken-winged bird
That cannot fly.Hold fast to dreams
For when dreams goLife is a barren field

 Frozen with snow.

Crazy Thighs

I don’t go for women with gold weaves crazy thighs

Nor foresee a destination so close to their eyes.

Girl In Intro

Girl In Intro

In a crowd there a flower I picked
Was it in the house of Eden or her mother’s I ask?
There her smile I framed
Should it be carried to the future or in the past be left?

Girl in Intro, Girl in Intro
Is it the Tswana ascent I need or her voice I ask?
I know my mind is filled with illusions so I admit
Was the kiss worth or were you too afraid to chase?
Please do not waste my time, either you commit or be mute

Girl in Intro, Girl in Intro
Woke up every morning just to see you in Intro
Was it the long dress I longed to see you in?
Or elegant walk you’d pull with your strides
Please do not turn me gay
Rather wear short skirts, walk like a lesbian or submit we both stay straight

Girl in Intro, Girl in Intro
Do I need to roll a joint to wish back to the night we stepped in Intro
Girl in Intro, Girl in Intro
Stop these imaginations;
Play when I’m gone so we both remain in Intro.

By: TS Mashile

Quote

"Her beauty so fair,even sea shells got nothing on her."- TS Mashile

In Love

It has been months

Winter trailed and left

Could this be Love or Lust?

Love has failed so it should be trust

My mind imprisoned by reality

I have sought to find my freedom in her eyes

I know my mind’s capacitance is that large

But it is nothing to fit her thighs

In a beat

I reached out my heart to her

Through her lips

I wished to interpret how she felt

Trapped in mind-manacles

My heart took a step back

Mind and soul took a deep breath

The aim was to transmit what I felt was impossible to her sense

Hesitation and fear took control

What if...?  Could never be defined

Could this be love?

I swear I felt my eyes produce rain

Felt sweat swirling down my brain

All combined formed strain

No relevant answer could be obtained

I took a long pause

Let my mind die for a while as I try to reconciliate what’s mutual

An unclear voice set me awake

Believe me that is no angel

“Your insecurities are what you should fear most”

In shock, I arisen from death

Within a blink

I realized my mark

With nothing left in mind

I realized I’m in love.

BY TS MASHILE